Where were we?

I just celebrated my 28th birthday, I’m grateful for all the experience that I had, thankful that I get to see the world in different lenses. I advanced from letting my emotions act on my circumstances. I never had control in my life the way I have now, I still have lots of regrets but all I can do is just move forward. I’m currently stuck in what to do next, I want to help people, I want to do a business start up but every time I try to move forward I keep on hitting doubts, I need to convince myself to go all in. When will I realize that the motivation that I’ve been waiting for to knock on my door will not arrive, it is not an item that I can add to my cart and have delivered right on my doors footstep. I have to wake up and realize that I’m the inventor of my own motivation, that its my job to get my drive.

I’m challenging myself to use all that I know now to do better for my future, I know I’m overwhelmed with the goals and the wants that I have set to myself,  I’ve been creating a list of things I want to do but, procrastinate on them because of I’m afraid of “what if I realize I can’t do them? If I won’t try them at least I won’t know that I failed.”

I’ve been wanting to get out of my comfort zone, so here’s the plan Carla, first you have to do the thing that you don’t want to do first. That things that you keep on putting to the end of your chores goes first. You have to make a list of things that you want to accomplish create a game plan how you will break them down into chunks, you have to do it now that is your task map. Third you have to delay your gratification, you’ve been a victim of your own pleasure, you are not allowed to add or check out items in your cart unless you did something that will help you accomplish your goals, and lastly give yourself credit, you have accomplished great and amazing things in work and even in your personal life and you never acknowledged or even praise yourself, you always jump to what’s next, you give yourself more than negative feedback than the positive ones, and you know that, that is the recipe for burnt out and emotional fatigue, you must now create a list of things that you have accomplished, books that you finished reading of things that you have crossed out from your goals.

Tomorrow is never guarantee but I know I will be there, I can already imagine that things that I have yet to accomplished, I will be there, not alone and I will bring as many people as I can. To all of those who feel the same way we can do this, we can be powerful, update me with what’s going on with your life and the help that I can provide and in return I will help others the best that I can. Cheers to the wonderful future ahead!